Trans Becoming and the Failure of Language

The author describes their experience of gender transition, focusing on the physical and emotional process of chest surgery performed nine months before writing the article.

They explain how years of discomfort with their body led to a deep sense of estrangement, particularly regarding their chest.

This misalignment between their self-image and physical appearance grew from discomfort to shame and eventually to a desire for change.

The author reflects on how this journey was shaped by observing their reflection in mirrors, photographs, and other reflective surfaces, which often made them feel like a stranger to themselves.

The article frames this personal narrative as part of a broader exploration of trans identity and language.